always me..

[Under A Dying Sun]

awsoeme. 2 1/2 years so far. hopefully more. but right now we are on a break. i have had the worst week ever. huge fight with roomate, poissible broken rib, now this. on a break, but i have hope, beyond hope, that it will heal itself together again. shes my aeryn......sorry to post this crap. ya know how it is.......out of left field. im speechless......nee d more beer. hey, grinner, where the hell is my beer.

[TheBladeRoden]

wow, your Aeryn gave you a broken rib?

[Under A Dying Sun]

being dumped or break, whatever you call it suckx. came out of nowhere. i dont understand.

[Under A Dying Sun]

no it hurts to breath though. think its fractured sternum or rib. was wrestling wiht friend. hurts. wtf.

[grinner]

http://www.kainoa.co.jp/hp_sum2/image/beer.gif
here ya go buddy...

[grinner]

http://www.mabin.com/students/Ty%20website/homer%20looking%20at%20beer.jpg

[grinner]

http://www.smsmania.it/fotostrane/BEER.gif

[grinner]

http://www.myclickapic.com/Favorite_pics/Do%20Re%20Mi%20Beer.jpg

[grinner]

http://www.scifi.dk/dyr/beer.jpg

[grinner]

or would you rather have kegs of guiness?
http://www.photo.net/photo/pcd1120/dublin-beer-barrels-13.4.jpg

[grinner]

but don't drink too much... or you'll end up like fido
http://www.thejump.net/humor/NeverGiveYourDogBeer.jpg

[JadedLegend3]

UADS, :hugz: If she really is your Aeryn, she'll be back. :hug:

[who45]

Hope things start going better for you. :hug:


btw grinner...love the fido pic :lol

[Under A Dying Sun]

grin, those are great. i can't sleep and my chest is killin me and those made me chuckle. thx. thansk for kind words people. :) the thing is, is that there wasn't even a reason, it was just the relationship didnt make her happy anymore, i think its because we work different times and its hard to see each other. but if she misses me and loves me still i have no real reason to base it on. she says she is confused. i have hope though we will be back soon.

[grinner]

Sorry to hear about a split... those things suck.:yes:

[Darth Buddha]

Hang in there, Under A Dying Sun. I hope she returns soon.

But remember too Rygel's advice to John in Crichton Kicks...

If she goes away too many times, take the hint. Sometimes the woman you love can do more damage to you over the years than your worst enemies ever could.

[BrowderChick]

:hug:

[Under A Dying Sun]

thanks guys :) yeah man....this is hard....we are so totally perfect together. if only i didnt work nights this wouldnt have happened..... i have my own faults and so does she, but true love conquers all right? nothing is perfect.

i guess i will just have to wait for the wheel.



after two years i have no desire at all to watch the mini. i am so heartbroken. i had this feeling too like something would happen preventing me from watching it. i of course expected the world to explode....

i mean when a girl says give me space, i respect that, but how long? should i wait or do actions speak louder than words? i dont want to push her away farther. i respect what she wants.

[eta_carinae]

Give her some time, maybe being separated from you will remind her of why she is with you in the first place. And if not, then take solace in the fact that you are doing what is best for her, and that is what love is all about. I'm really sorry for you, this sucks :hug:

[Darth Buddha]

Follow grinner's advice... have a beer.

Then follow mine... watch the mini.

You need some good distractions right now... not watching it will only keep you more miserable than you have to be.

Trust me.. Buddha knows heartache.

[DRD 1812]

Follow grinner's advice... have a beer.

Then follow mine... watch the mini.

An excellent idea! I hope everything works out between you and your Aeryn. With all that beer grinner, he is going to end up like Fido.

[Pip_The_Great]

as cliche as it sounds, time heals all. With time, either you'll realize you were meant for each other and get back together, or with time, you'll begin to see why things wern't working and begin to heal. Either way, I hope things turn out well for you. :)

[Under A Dying Sun]

...............:(..................

thx for kind thoughts.

[Clarsax]

I don't have any advice except to say what people have said here sounds good. I hope you're feeling better. :hug:

[Under A Dying Sun]

thank you. :)

Waiting is the hardest part.....ugh...